Tuesday...

Fark... My own dad thinks i stole $200+ dollars from him.... and they were all coins... what the hell... like everytime something goes wrong i am the culprit... I hate this... He wanted to call the police... He threatened to kill.... What the hell.. It is so irritating... Why is so many things going wrong... Some one help... i really feel so desperate... Why is the oldest one always the scapegoat... My life is getting worse by the minute... I Feel so confused... In the first place... How can it be me... i leave B4 my parents and reach home after them... Help me... some one anyone...i feel like God has cursed me... I really feel like running from home now... I figure it would better for me... No one really cares for me... I am always the odd one out... No one would really spend time with me... now even my family... In school also... i am the one who gets bullied... I have had so many hardships and they still dun seem to be ending.. I am going Crazy... This could be the last blog i write... He might even kill me tonight... He wants to know the truth... Why is it what i say is false... I guess i had better say the things in my heart... Yani, Naz, Ping, Pl.... Thanx for being there for me.... If the police come to investigate i am sure you all will lose your trust in me...Yeah Ruby too... SW i am sorry i always make fun of you... you too deanne... SW i hope you wun forget the times we had k? I wun... Haiz... I will only say these to people who treat me as a true fren.... I LOVE YOU GUYS...

I Hope to see you guys tomorrow in school... Peace k...